요즘은 그냥 바쁜 척하면 다 넘겨지더라 별일 없다는 말도 이젠 진짜처럼 들리기도 해 사진 하나 올리고 그냥 웃는 이모티콘 몇 개 그 뒤에 숨긴 마음은 아무도 묻지 않으니까 사실, 나도 몰라 어디쯤에서 무너진 건지 근데 아무도 모르면 그냥 괜찮은 게 되더라 잘 지내는 척하는 방법을 요즘 따라 더 잘 알게 돼 웃는 얼굴 뒤에 말 못 한 밤들이 쌓여도 누구나 다 이렇게 살아가는 거라면 나도 괜찮은 척 조금은 익숙해져야겠지 친구들 사이에 내 자리는 점점 비어 가는데 안부는 가끔 와도 내 진짜 마음은 묻지 않더라 일기장엔 쓰다 만 문장들만 늘어가 나도 모르게 조용히 무너지는 밤 가끔은 누군가 "괜찮아?" 한마디만 했어도 그 말에 그냥 울 수도 있을 것 같은데 잘 지내는 척하는 방법을 점점 더 자연스럽게 배워 말하지 않아도 다 지나갈 거라 믿으면서 내일은 조금 더 괜찮아질 수 있을까 오늘도 괜찮은 척 조용히 숨을 고른다 누구도 모르게 무너지고 또 다시 일어서고 그 사이 어딘가에서 조용히 버티고 있는 나 잘 지내는 척 조금만 더 하면 언젠간 정말 괜찮아지겠지 ------ Source: genie Romanised by JHnimm  

Woke up in the silence A shadow standing tall I’ve been lost inside the moment Like nothing moves Crack inside my heartbeat Screaming out your name If this is where it begins Then let me light the flame I’m not afraid to fall Not afraid to break This is the sound of everything Burning right now We are the fireworks burn in the dark We are the fireworks yeah We are the fireworks burning up We are the fire in the rain Burning red Fireworks no more hiding I’m stepping out tonight I’m done denying, I'll let it go Let the lights burning Just tonight If this is where it begins Then let me light the flame I’m not afraid to fall Not afraid to break This is the sound of everything Burning right now We are the fireworks burn in the dark We are the fireworks yeah We are the fireworks burning up We are the fire in the rain Burning red Fireworks Fireworks We are the fireworks Fireworks We are the fireworks Fireworks We are the fireworks Firewo...

I watched the sunset fade away, Your shadow slipped from my hands. Every word I meant to say Now echoes in the sand. You said love is something we learn, But I only learned it when you burned. All the things I couldn't face, Now they haunt this empty space. Why do I always end up this way? I only understand love when it's too late. Every time I try, I push you away, And realize too late to love you again. Your perfume lingers in my mind, Like a ghost that won't let go. I try to move, but time's unkind, The night feels colder than snow. Maybe I'm cursed to lose what's real, Chasing the love I can't heal. If pain is all I have to feel, Then I'll wear it just to feel you still. Why do I always end up this way? I only understand love when it's too late. I whisper your name into the rain, Hoping somehow, you'll hear again. ------ Source: genie Romanised by JHnimm  

Why am I always stuck this way? Lost in circles, can’t find my way Even love slips right through my hands I’m left alone with nothing to stand I could hold you tightly But it’s too much to hope I still whisper softly I always love you Maybe we were lost from the very start Under the same sky, but standing worlds apart Reaching out, but you keep moving on I’m chasing shadows, though the light is gone I could hold you tightly But it’s too much to hope I still whisper softly I always love you I still whisper softly I always love you ------ lyrics: genie Romanised by JHnimm