My inside fell apart in silence
I just threw a smiling cloth on the violence
Painted laughs over cracks and bruises
just to make it look like I’m fine with it
Thinking back always feels so golden
but there’s a shadow where the light was stolen
Maybe nostalgia only glows
‘cause something darker’s standing close
I used to walk with my eyes on the ground
now I finally see what’s around
Still I swear someone’s behind
breathing quiet, staying out of sight
When footsteps pass me on the street
my whole spine skips a beat
If anyone gets close to me,
I bleed before we even meet
Why do I live in worry?
These waves keep chasing me
Clear my head, clean slate
peace comes quietly
Butterflies in my stomach
When I have to constantly
prove that I’m still worth it
Different kinds of love
who can give them free rein
without indulging themselves?
All I wanted was to be genuine
And whatever shape I could manage, yeah
Waves, waves, waves
Waves of memories
How are you gonna pull me back
to the ground if I stand still?
If I were a solid rock
I'd be a mountain after the darkest nights.
And I’d have roots underneath the scars
Hysterical melodies
I can’t erase the voices in my head
Back and forth, ways and paths
I can’t detail who I was in the past
I am peacefully beautiful
'cause peace comes quietly
I wanna be me
Out of fear and hate
I’ll escape far
Be safe, stay well
I wanna be me
Out of fear and hate
I’ll escape far
Be safe, stay well
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Source: genie
Romanised by JHnimm
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