MIDNIGHT TELEVISION - ddbb

I just watch the videos all day long I just need a laugh to save my soul I haven't even washed throughout the day I've been stuck inside until the sun goes down I'm going out buy drinks with burning face Two and three and four times, through the night Alone until the dawn and I'm fadin' in it 'Til you give up on me and stayin' in it Pathetic that I can't even look at me Until you wanna leave me Before you wanna hate me, you're dyin' in it Abandoned by the world and prayin' in it Get away from me This is how I live my life, I said No brakes, I'm off the map No one can ever pull me back No door, nowhere else to hide I never wanted this, it's bad I'm just stuck inside sick pain now I'm the one who hurts the most I will say I'm suffering for all my life Don't you ever try to come to me If you even touch me I'll make you hurt so bad Staying in this cage of my mind Alone until the dawn and I'm fadin' in it 'Til you give up on me and stayin' in it Pathetic that I can't even look at me Until you wanna leave me Before you wanna hate me, you're dyin' in it Abandoned by the world and prayin' in it Get away from me This is how I live my life, I said No brakes, I'm off the map No one can ever pull me back No door, nowhere else to hide I never wanted this, it's bad I been pushing down the thoughts I never dare to show Like I fold it up, I bury where it goes Pray to somewhere, I don't even know God, forgive me, just forgive me, please save tonight Can you pick up, can you read my lines Truth is I was never brave enough to try All my messages just stay inside of me, baby I just couldn't press send tonight I thought you were my sweetest kind of drug Turns out I was poison in your blood I was poison, never sweet enough Yeah, I'm the one who messed you up It's more like I am running from, from my days from my days from my days from my days from my days

------ Source: genie Romanised by JHnimm