Becoming Grown - Heiden

i used to think i'd change the world just had to dream and say the words but now i know that's not my role i’m learning just to keep my soul i don’t need to win or chase but i need a place to stand i’m not the one they talk about i’m not the loudest in the crowd i'm okay not to be special but i’m learning how to love me more no need to shine or prove my name just breathing slow is not the same i'm okay not to be special but i'm learning how to love me more i used to love the louder cheers thought being seen would drown my fears but now i live in quieter ways and find some peace in slower days my heart’s not loud but it’s still real and quiet things can help me heal i’m not the one they talk about i’m not the loudest in the crowd i'm okay not to be special but i’m learning how to love me more no need to shine or prove my name just breathing slow is not the same i'm not okay not to be special but i'm learning how to love me more i know i won't be right for all and maybe that's how it's supposed to be but every day i see it clear i’m still someone i hold dear

------ Source: genie Romanised by JHnimm